i already forget how i used to feel about you
Sunday, September 28, 2008
Your sorry eyes linger over me
They burn through me I have nowhere to hide
Leave me an outlet;
I would rather hide;
Than smoulder under your contrite gaze.
You owe me nothing;
No apologies, no need to feel bad.
My tears are my own, so darling
Won’t you let it be.
You’ve paid your debt,
You’ve paid me in memories.
Your sympathy bores me.
It bores through me.
Wash me over with truth till I am naked, shivering, shaking in truth.
They burn through me I have nowhere to hide
Leave me an outlet;
I would rather hide;
Than smoulder under your contrite gaze.
You owe me nothing;
No apologies, no need to feel bad.
My tears are my own, so darling
Won’t you let it be.
You’ve paid your debt,
You’ve paid me in memories.
Your sympathy bores me.
It bores through me.
Wash me over with truth till I am naked, shivering, shaking in truth.
Thursday, September 04, 2008
He and I had something beautiful
But so dysfunctional, it couldn't last
I loved him so but I let him go
'Cause I knew he'd never love me back
Such pain as this
Shouldn't have to be experienced
I'm still reeling from the loss,
Still a little bit delirious
Near to you, I am healing
But it's taking so long
'Cause though he's gone
And you are wonderful
It's hard to move on
Yet, I'm better near to you.
You and I have something different
And I'm enjoying it cautiously
I'm battle-scarred, I am working oh so hard
To get back to who I used to be
He's disappearing
Fading steadily
I'm so close to being yours
Won't you stay with me
Please
I only know that I am
Better where you are
I only know that I am
Better where you are
I only know that I belong
Where you are
But so dysfunctional, it couldn't last
I loved him so but I let him go
'Cause I knew he'd never love me back
Such pain as this
Shouldn't have to be experienced
I'm still reeling from the loss,
Still a little bit delirious
Near to you, I am healing
But it's taking so long
'Cause though he's gone
And you are wonderful
It's hard to move on
Yet, I'm better near to you.
You and I have something different
And I'm enjoying it cautiously
I'm battle-scarred, I am working oh so hard
To get back to who I used to be
He's disappearing
Fading steadily
I'm so close to being yours
Won't you stay with me
Please
I only know that I am
Better where you are
I only know that I am
Better where you are
I only know that I belong
Where you are
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