i already forget how i used to feel about you

i am completely mortified. someone has hacked into my email accountS. note the plural. i can no longer access my emails except for the nus one. i cannot log on to msn anymore. this is terrible. there is no way i can recover my password any resetting password is sent to the alternative email and im barred from both my email accounts. who in the world would be so free to do this kinda thing?! as i quickly found out, my link with the outside world was effectively cut. no more do i keep in contact with people without my msn. this is the reason why people living in hall, pgp especially, NEED msn.



my eyesight is going going gone. for the past sem ive been experiencing blurred vision, hours of SUDDEN off-focus vision. Sometimes when im driving i can only see silhouttes. At first i thought i was putting too much strain on my eyes, what with the lack of sleep and not wearing of spectacles. but the optician said my degree did not rise. being the procrastinator i am, obviously i did not bother seeing a doctor and just tolerated with the pain and inconvenience. then yesterday i got the shock of my life. it got so bad i could not even open my eyes. after struggling for an hour, i finally pryed them open. being in the dimmest surroundings hurt my eyes. i could not read things that were 30cm in front of me. my eyeballs felt swollen. my eyes were bloodshot and i honestly thought i was going blind. the eye-drops were pathetically useless and only served to sting my eyes. I was petrified to say the least. the doctor doesn't know what's wrong, he suspects it may be just dry eyes since i am not having any form of eye infection. for the time being, ill be using shades to protect my eyes because i cannot be exposed to direct sunlight. it's a scary experience.



driving test is on monday, 9 jan. this is NOT good. NOT good at all. Mounted kerb today for the first time. and THREE TIMES! When i parallell-parked, my car was not even parked within the lot. i was too close to the left when i parked vertically. stalled like 4 times. i think my instructor wanted to wring my neck, seriously. If you know him, you have to be really bad if he scolds you. he always tells me "not bad" at the end of the lesson even though i can stall 10times and have 4,5 drivers horning at me. So when he frowns at your driving, you are majorly screwed. This is T E R R I B L E . im blaming the rain and the fact that it was at night. uh-uh.. it's not my fault. -in denial-