i already forget how i used to feel about you

its funny how God works. Just on Sunday we were talking about sufferings and trials in Sunday School when things were just going fine for me. barely a few days later wham bam! im slapped left right centre with the most horrific news ever, news that shocked me beyond my worst nightmares. God seemed to be preparing me for it. He knew what was coming up and he bolstered my fall. non-christians may scoff at this and be skeptical about it. but i know it is true. and i keep reminding myself that Jesus knows the most intense sense of being abandoned, and he understands. i draw my comfort from there. in r+j, romeo tells the friar after news of exile reaches him that "thou canst not speakst of what thou does not know". and God knows. :)