i already forget how i used to feel about you
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
i tried to recall that feeling, how i felt around you. the touch the smell the taste the sight.
the way my heart melted the way my eyes watered. i tried desperately to recapture the first moments and the tenderness in them. little things that reminded me of you, simple features unique only to you. i remembered them only to realise i could only recapture them from my memories because i had stopped thinking about them. i have forgotten them, even if only for a brief moment. how could i have forgotten? im losing you all over again. the only thing that no one could rob me of, yet i lose it myself. im losing you all over again, and this time it's my fault.
eternal sunshine of the spotless mind. i get it now.
the way my heart melted the way my eyes watered. i tried desperately to recapture the first moments and the tenderness in them. little things that reminded me of you, simple features unique only to you. i remembered them only to realise i could only recapture them from my memories because i had stopped thinking about them. i have forgotten them, even if only for a brief moment. how could i have forgotten? im losing you all over again. the only thing that no one could rob me of, yet i lose it myself. im losing you all over again, and this time it's my fault.
eternal sunshine of the spotless mind. i get it now.
posted by me # 11:30 PM 
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