i already forget how i used to feel about you

i had an absolute blast saturday when we celebrated fang's birthday.

i'm trying to put into words how much i really feel for this group of girls. i know we don't meet up as much as we should. we don't talk as much as we should. but we're always there for each other and we really share so much in our history. we grew up together. we laughed together, cried together, made mistakes together. we had our moments of total airheadedness. we had our moments of intellectual discussions. we talk about everything under the sun. we gossip so much. we discuss ch8 or tvb drama plots. we live in our illusions of self-grandeur and think we were damn cool in sec school. ok, one of us (i shan't say who) thinks so. we act silly in front of each other. we go to kbox and act totally stupid. talk about grasshoppers and a1 and backstreet boys. we can sing boyband songs and dance to britney spears SHAMELESSLY and just basically enjoy each other. we make fun of each other but don't take offence. and we know that regardless of anything that happens in future we will always remain friends.

this is coming out incoherently and messed up and disorganised. i guess all im trying to say is that i really cherish everything we share and i really love you girls.