i already forget how i used to feel about you

ranting
i feel so pressed for time. so many things to do, so little time, so little energy. well actually it's not that i don't have the time, but that i cant coordinate the schedules of everyone else. everyone is working and is only free for dinner/weekends. so that means that my days are rather free but my weekends and nights are fully packed. when i think of the time i have left in singapore im really quite shocked. there's practically none left. i can't seem to fit anyone in anymore. i haven't even spent time with my family yet. raarr. this sucks so bad. i would really love to spend time with so many people but i really cant accomodate everyone. i cant possibly be at a concert and a dinner at the same time. i cant be watching the same world cup match with 2 groups of people at different locations at the same time. i know im not spending enough time with anyone and im really really neglecting everyone. why is it that everyone's busy at the same time on the same days?! bah.