i already forget how i used to feel about you

Eden's hell
See not me for touch me not.
Better by far that you not see,
Than see but not touch.
Sweetness to the eye but unripe to taste.

Love me but understand me naught.
Not by choice but by fault
For I know you but not myself;
In knowing you I lost myself.

To whom do I owe,
This wretched life of mine
I know not what I can offer,
If I know not what I have.

I know you better than I know me
This is the depth of my love.
Patience, my love, till the fruit is sweet
This is the depth and the length of my love.

To love you so much I have nothing to offer
To know of thy sweet love and yet be denied of thy forbidden touch.
Lord help me out-
Of this bittersweet conundrum.