i already forget how i used to feel about you

random thoughts
i just suddenly thought about something the guys were talking abt a while ago. they were talking about a certain blow-job queen and describing her as cheap. they claimed their sources were accurate because they heard it from a receiver himself.

why is it that girls are called cheap and easy and loose and guys are elevated on some podium of sorts? the world is so terribly unfair. i mean a guy can blackmail a girl because of a certain sexual misbehaviour that she had but a girl cant seem to blackmail a guy on that. well, we know that there are certain things that a guy is sensitive about, and that you can blackmail about. but about the act itself, its hardly going to give you any hold over him.

"ill tell people you slept with me". that only seems to work one way. well, of course that's assuming the guy is not attached or anything like that. or that he's not the president or pope for that matter. it seems that guys really dont have much to lose. its not shameful like it is for girls.

and why should it be this way? why dont guys feel embarrassed as girls tend to be? why doesn't society judge guys as it does girls?