i already forget how i used to feel about you

it's 7.30am now. my exam's at 9.30am. ive been up the whole night following the advice of elvin. surviving on red bull. i drank half a bottle and my heart is palpitating so quickly i feel like i might jsut faint. i don't take caffeine at all so im really feeling the effects.

anyway, friends of mine know that i never collect results of my assignments because im a scaredy-cat. like how i refused to collect my A-level results till my teacher called me to go down. that wasn't too bad, i did really well for a person who failed prelims. but after i got a D for prop law, ive never checked my paper ever again. in fact i still don't know how i did for my exams last year.

so this year i didnt check my papers for international law and ip across borders again. thats just me. im a wuss. but i decided to be brave and check since the results for the international law assignment was up online. and lo and behold, i actually did really really well! i thought i would get a B but i got 80%, that's an A! wow. for a person who doesnt go for lectures.

let me add that this is not by my work AT ALL. im not smart. im not hardworking. its all God's grace.

so yea, my international law paper's in 2 hours. ok this one, im really going to fail. i have nothing to count on. i cant think straight because of the lack of sleep.

i hate exams.