i already forget how i used to feel about you

do we deliberately cling onto sadness because that is the only connection left to something we lost? we say we want to find happiness but subconsciously indulge in lachrymosity because we refuse to forget what is gone. we choose to remember, to feel. we say we have let go, but we still look back once in a while and sigh. is true letting go walking away and never ever looking back?

happiness is a choice, our feelings are under our control. it all depends on whether we want to let go. you can let go, if you only choose to do so. you are stronger than you think.

I smile just a little
Memories like little hooks,
I cry just a little
For just one last look.

Just give me;
One more night
Not to hope
Just to cry.